The Eternity

If I have soul. It will not be mine anymore. It is taken away. If I awake one night. It will be cold than any other day. It is lonely.

How can I get to own you? How can I get to hold your hands always?

Human can't go against nature flow. Even if we say fate never decide everything. When we come into life, we try to grab as much as we can without realizing we will lost all of them one day.

If we have soul. I guess it will be the only thing carry on after the last day. It never ends.

They say reality is more important than imaging funny ideas and unreachable dreams. And some of them even try to remember sweet ideas and remarkable nice dreams. Yeah. It may sound a waste of time. But the one without it is even worse.

If we have dreams. I guess it will be the only thing hold you to rest well. Never want to go away if you're in it.

How long is life?

It will be just the remaining amount of breath we can take. Or sometimes some of them don't even get to.

If we are breathing. I guess it will be the luckiest thing which is happening to you. I am breathing with you.

How difficult to us to live on our life?

There will be depression, difficulties, tension, reality, way of surviving. Fighting for power. Defensing ourselves. Protect our loves one. Going against fate which we don't like to be controlled.

If we live in hard life. I guess it will be the only thing to keep and make us stronger and fearless. I am living with you.

May I get to keep something, hold on to something or love something; until the last second of me.

We human make the word "Eternity", which means things never go to an end.
But we don't get to use the word, cause we know nothing will be.

To everyone who read this post, try to think about it.

smile~ For me. She let me realize that there is eternal, falling deep in our heart, we will be eternal for each other.

Letting our heart to lead us isn't so bad. At least I am living better than other days now.


If I have soul. It will not be mine anymore. It is taken by you. If I awake one night. It will be cool than any other day. Because I am missing you.

If there is a chances for me to use the word eternity. I would have to say.

I love you.

Temperature..

The day when I hold you.
Every moment I stick to you.
Every time you are with me.
Every second I miss you.
Every week when I meet you.
Every feeling I though of you.
Every touch I had from you.
Every minutes I say I love you.
Every words I message you.
The heart I gave you.
Every comfort you gave me.
Every senses we kissed.
Every strong bang I had in my heart for you.
Every thing I done for you.
The only one is you.
Every fingers we hold together.
Every places I went with you.
Every promise I promised you.
Every imagining future I had for you.
Every phone call I said I want to marry you.
Every morning texting with you.
Every journey along with you.
Every way I get you.
Every coming years I will be with you.
Every red faces I saw you.
Every night I need you.
The lips which I hunger of you.
Every thing I do with you.
Every meal I ate with you.
Every occasion I bring along you.
Every plan we want to do.
Every sentences I told you.
Every sanitizer I took from you.
Every crush me to you.
Every song I play for you.
Every secret I share with you.
Every present I gave you.
Every blog I wrote about you.
Every dream which having you.
Every luck I wished you.
Every train I waited for you.
Every jokes I tell you.
Every tales I talk bout you.
Every movie hugging you.
Every Gami Bear tasted with you.
Every understanding I had from you.
Every confidence gave by you.
Every remarkable memory when taking photo of you.

The madness increase in body temperature having you.

Lou por. I love you.

There You'll Be.

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The Special 19.

The day which things begin. My day became more meaningful day by day. My sun on the sky seem more brighter, and even it rains, feeling like the cold wind flows in to my heart to make me feel comfort.

The day which emotional happens. The restaurant gave me a personal space. Having warm lights with a sense of darkness. A special feeling when I touched. It is warm, like tears of someone come down through her face. Like there was no spaces between both of us.

The day which I slow down my steps. The path seems to became longer then ever. For the first time I wish the way I walked never end. My hands required strength to hold.

The day which I always keep my eyes close. As if I don't need them anymore. I can feel the heart beats, I can feel the breath. I can feel the touches, and increasing temperature.

The day which I became to have 2 personality. Which separated miles away. Took care by someone who thinks the same way with me. I don't feel lonely anymore days go by.

The day which I am singing new song in my heart every night before I sleep, or get to sleep. I love the tempo; like the stars are singing for me too.

The day which I can't stop laughing. Smiling putted on my face the whole day. Acting crazy and madness. Guess same goes to the one who understand my heart. smile....

The day which I change my hair style the other day. My friends, for the first time, yeah, I cut my hair. Hope you all will like it, well.. I love it.

The day too.. which I get injures on my body. Marks every way. Seems like bleeding. It hurts .. it hurts a lot..

There will be lots and lots of 19th coming along my life. And I want as such 19 as I can. That is a promise. For all the touches my feel, all the comfort, all the warmness.. for the eternally, there will be a 19 ahead.

May i hold U Always next Xmas.

You took my heart away

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Telling~ Knowing~

Human get to know thing when, they knew things, they saw things. But for know from others, the only get to know by listening. Which means someone need to tell another one to let him or her know.

" Bu-shit. There is no use even I tell her. "

" There will no be a good ending, forget it , i Don't wanna tell him. "

" I love her, but she already have a boyfriend, so i guess i just wait..."

" There is no need for me to tell, i will just follow the flow.."

People will come out with funny thinking.

Or some of them , wish to let him/her to know , wish to tell but dare not, korean drama style, and still wrote things indirectly on blog wish that him/her will accidently find out?

oh dear god~

Why can we just, okay , i will suggest to the one who really are the type of people that i wrote about above, to go to the cinema, watch the movie call " The Ugly Truth".

swt...

Right , Serious. Same goes to guys and girls, what is the worst thing in life? It is nothing more than having something in your heart which you wanted to tell someone but you don't or dare not and hurt you badly.. or madly maybe. You can't even do anything else more, you can't concentrate, you are no on form doing your stuff, and go blur straight away when the one is standing in front of you.

Why can't we just tell what we feel or want to let him/her know to the one? It is just words, and this is more than words, words with feelings , with hope, with tears, with love.

As I said in my older post, lots of time we need to think by using our heart instead of our brain. Don't care what will happen, just tell. Let the one know what you are think, what is your feeling to him/her.

There is no need for guys to act cool, just say it. Affraid of losing a friend after tell her your true feeling? Forget it. Girls are not that simple. You will only lose a friend because the thing or Emoness you put on yourself after telling, sorry guys i have to say, its lame, girls think that way.

People like to know things, same goes to what other are thinking of them, they wanted to know so much. That why, tell them. I bet we are the same.


" Why did you tell me you like me in the first place? "

" Cause now you had a boyfriend, that why i choose not to tell.."

" AND HOW THE HELL I SURPOSE TO KNOW?" see...?



Telling is not stupid nor brave, it is the first and last thing we do, and believe me, you will have a good night sleep tonight.

To the Nameless One..

Hi my friend. Why do you apologize? Did i wrote or said anythings wrong?
I am sorry if i really do.. Or i got the wrong message?