2009年9月24日星期四

You took my heart away

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2009年9月23日星期三

Telling~ Knowing~

Human get to know thing when, they knew things, they saw things. But for know from others, the only get to know by listening. Which means someone need to tell another one to let him or her know.

" Bu-shit. There is no use even I tell her. "

" There will no be a good ending, forget it , i Don't wanna tell him. "

" I love her, but she already have a boyfriend, so i guess i just wait..."

" There is no need for me to tell, i will just follow the flow.."

People will come out with funny thinking.

Or some of them , wish to let him/her to know , wish to tell but dare not, korean drama style, and still wrote things indirectly on blog wish that him/her will accidently find out?

oh dear god~

Why can we just, okay , i will suggest to the one who really are the type of people that i wrote about above, to go to the cinema, watch the movie call " The Ugly Truth".

swt...

Right , Serious. Same goes to guys and girls, what is the worst thing in life? It is nothing more than having something in your heart which you wanted to tell someone but you don't or dare not and hurt you badly.. or madly maybe. You can't even do anything else more, you can't concentrate, you are no on form doing your stuff, and go blur straight away when the one is standing in front of you.

Why can't we just tell what we feel or want to let him/her know to the one? It is just words, and this is more than words, words with feelings , with hope, with tears, with love.

As I said in my older post, lots of time we need to think by using our heart instead of our brain. Don't care what will happen, just tell. Let the one know what you are think, what is your feeling to him/her.

There is no need for guys to act cool, just say it. Affraid of losing a friend after tell her your true feeling? Forget it. Girls are not that simple. You will only lose a friend because the thing or Emoness you put on yourself after telling, sorry guys i have to say, its lame, girls think that way.

People like to know things, same goes to what other are thinking of them, they wanted to know so much. That why, tell them. I bet we are the same.


" Why did you tell me you like me in the first place? "

" Cause now you had a boyfriend, that why i choose not to tell.."

" AND HOW THE HELL I SURPOSE TO KNOW?" see...?



Telling is not stupid nor brave, it is the first and last thing we do, and believe me, you will have a good night sleep tonight.

2009年9月21日星期一

To the Nameless One..

Hi my friend. Why do you apologize? Did i wrote or said anythings wrong?
I am sorry if i really do.. Or i got the wrong message?

2009年9月13日星期日

Blood on Our OwN

As we live on , we meet friends, and some of them may be understandable, nice, charming, caring, smart, honest, selfish, ugly, whatever. Different people have different action , personality and thinking.

When we first meet with whoever, we may "target locked" as the first time we knew them.
" He is this kinda person "
It is what we usually say.

People are connected the same way, knowing, but the result is different. Even there is nothing more than friendship, even its normal, how 1 people tread his or her friend is totally different.

It is normal.

But for some of them may think that why is my friend act so cool to me yet for me he/she is the one I though we should be good friends, or we should be close.

Why my friend never cares about what happen to me, why the things I though it mean something but mean nothing to my friend, and will disappointed to say that he/she doesn't care.

Think too much.

If anyone agree or in the same situation, I guess i have to say, we are thinking too much.

Each of us in one earth, having own life, having the one we actually love , care , hate , etc.
Sometimes, as someone said to me, it may be the matter of time. Our friend or the one we care the most, they may care of us too, but in a different way, may not spoken out , but they do care.

And even we should think about, they may want to say something, something that show lots and lots of care to us, but sorry to say , we never gave them any chances. And it may not be the right time they think they should say it.

Whoever person in this world I guess, they have a heart , just like what we think we have. Our friends , the one we love , the one around us, they do Care.

But please don't judge them before they even have a chances to, for the one who we think is that important to us, it is not fair.

To the Nameless One

Hey. Thanks for all the comment and i have to say everything you said were correct. You were right about me. And if you say that i may know who are you... Well, i don't. It may be , It may be not. Maybe you are close to me , maybe you are far from. You know me.

But still, knowing who you are actually or not is no big deal. This is our way right? ^^

I may know who are you one day, or , I will keep you here , as one person who understand me, here. And no matter if i know who are you some other day , you can be you, and leave "the one here" remain to the nameless.

You were right, i do need to tkae things easily. And thats the way , the right way to do things the right way, the power to hold things on nicely.

I do wish our connection here never ends. I do need people to give me comment, at least someone who understand me, like you , your comment.

Thankyou very much, my friend. I thankyou. ^^

2009年9月7日星期一

Walking along.

Days passed. I start to settle a lot of things which are unsettle. Friends , family, brothers, me myself. Knowing of so many things which I never realize all these while. Got a kind of release after every thing I did.

We do pay a lot in our life to learn; and to move on. But , I am still who I am, no doult. I do remember every single thing I said and keeping every little promise. I do.

Week passed, I rarely have enough sleep. I miss those who are important to me yet I still stop contacting them currently. I may need more time, as I always say. But I do miss you all. I do miss you.

Seeing things at different point of view isn't that bad; at least I do feel better, in a way.

Things happened around me, everyday. They all went into my brain and I do remember every second of it and I don't know why. Waiting for the time which I am able to walk back to my normal way of life.

And things happen to me make me realized all the negative side of myself. And because of this, I try to go around places, look for people which I have things to settle with them, and settle it. And I do feel great that luck is on my side; I get to meet those people somehow.

And it let me know that who actually care, who actually able to care , and those who wish to care but I never give them a chances to. Without those voices I do feel lonely as ever. I miss them.

Time has allow me to move on soon, or maybe I am moving. I really do not wish to lost any friendship anymore. I don't want to lost anyone anymore. I wish the one I do love and care are able to walk along with me through my living days, at least in my heart.

Until the day I am really back..



I miss You. I really miss you.

2009年9月5日星期六

To the Nameless one

I leave the reply under each time of your comment. Well. Wish you can check it everytime you read. Thank you. Really thank you.