2009年10月28日星期三

To the Nameless One..

Good to hear from you and thanks for all the comment. It is caring and is lovely.

Hope you will settle you stuff fast and get to view my blog again. Well, haha, I won't wanna lose a friend. Lol.

Me and my love one are doing fine and well. Thanks for the blessing. She is very nice to me, caring, good personality and understanding. No worries, my friend.

Well, even I feel kinda weird and empty without you view my blog for sometimes.. But still, I have to want you to take good care. As i always say, " relax". ha ha.

I still don't know who you are. And as last time, maybe I still think that I don't need to know who you actually are, " It is just someone I knew".

My friend, may God bless you in everything you do. Really really hope you will be fine and back as soon as possible. All the best to you too. Seecya.

2009年10月27日星期二

The Perfect of the Inperfection

In the world we hope to have a great appearance. Some of them have it, some of them don't. And even some of us complain about our own appearance, or some of us are not confidence at all with it.

Nowadays, there are new movies telling that maybe in future, we can use robot to replace we ourselves, with perfect figure , perfect body, perfect look , perfect talent and perfect condition. Or maybe biological research find out that there is way to make human immortality so and so.

Talking about finding a hot guy or a sexy girl to fell in love with?

Yeah , that will be great.
But how long can beauty stay up to?

Human don't need that, we don't need that exactly. Most of us is not perfect. Take me for example, I am kinda skinny. Lol... I may want to have a strong muscular body. A girl may want to have a hot sexy body figure, at else I thought.

Not until I meet a special someone. She is pretty, sexy, nice body figure and a sweetest smile. One that I can't even believe that I am with her now. I was thinking like, How can she accept me as another part of her.

But once I am with her, she care about me, know about me and make me see many things clear.

You are actually kinda good looking.

You are very caring.
You are very good at comfort me and make me laugh.
You always make me feel sweet.
You are a good listener when I need you.
You take me seriously.

All the things she told me.....

I guess this is the best part, just because no one in the world can be perfect.

But for me and her, we both are perfect for each other, better than anyone else.
Holding her hand make me feel on the top of the world.
Being to miss her even minutes after leaving her house.
Feeling comfort hugging her heart while sleep.

That's the only way I guess human can be perfect.

Its funny. The main word I name in blogs can't be use by human but created by human themselves.

Actually it can. We human just need to change its form.




In my heart, you are perfect darling..
Loving you, makes me perfect..

2009年10月24日星期六

The Eternity


If I have soul. It will not be mine anymore. It is taken away. If I awake one night. It will be cold than any other day. It is lonely.

How can I get to own you? How can I get to hold your hands always?

Human can't go against nature flow. Even if we say fate never decide everything. When we come into life, we try to grab as much as we can without realizing we will lost all of them one day.

If we have soul. I guess it will be the only thing carry on after the last day. It never ends.

They say reality is more important than imaging funny ideas and unreachable dreams. And some of them even try to remember sweet ideas and remarkable nice dreams. Yeah. It may sound a waste of time. But the one without it is even worse.

If we have dreams. I guess it will be the only thing hold you to rest well. Never want to go away if you're in it.

How long is life?

It will be just the remaining amount of breath we can take. Or sometimes some of them don't even get to.

If we are breathing. I guess it will be the luckiest thing which is happening to you. I am breathing with you.

How difficult to us to live on our life?

There will be depression, difficulties, tension, reality, way of surviving. Fighting for power. Defensing ourselves. Protect our loves one. Going against fate which we don't like to be controlled.

If we live in hard life. I guess it will be the only thing to keep and make us stronger and fearless. I am living with you.

May I get to keep something, hold on to something or love something; until the last second of me.

We human make the word "Eternity", which means things never go to an end.
But we don't get to use the word, cause we know nothing will be.

To everyone who read this post, try to think about it.

smile~ For me. She let me realize that there is eternal, falling deep in our heart, we will be eternal for each other.

Letting our heart to lead us isn't so bad. At least I am living better than other days now.


If I have soul. It will not be mine anymore. It is taken by you. If I awake one night. It will be cool than any other day. Because I am missing you.

If there is a chances for me to use the word eternity. I would have to say.

I love you.

2009年10月20日星期二

Temperature..

The day when I hold you.
Every moment I stick to you.
Every time you are with me.
Every second I miss you.
Every week when I meet you.
Every feeling I though of you.
Every touch I had from you.
Every minutes I say I love you.
Every words I message you.
The heart I gave you.
Every comfort you gave me.
Every senses we kissed.
Every strong bang I had in my heart for you.
Every thing I done for you.
The only one is you.
Every fingers we hold together.
Every places I went with you.
Every promise I promised you.
Every imagining future I had for you.
Every phone call I said I want to marry you.
Every morning texting with you.
Every journey along with you.
Every way I get you.
Every coming years I will be with you.
Every red faces I saw you.
Every night I need you.
The lips which I hunger of you.
Every thing I do with you.
Every meal I ate with you.
Every occasion I bring along you.
Every plan we want to do.
Every sentences I told you.
Every sanitizer I took from you.
Every crush me to you.
Every song I play for you.
Every secret I share with you.
Every present I gave you.
Every blog I wrote about you.
Every dream which having you.
Every luck I wished you.
Every train I waited for you.
Every jokes I tell you.
Every tales I talk bout you.
Every movie hugging you.
Every Gami Bear tasted with you.
Every understanding I had from you.
Every confidence gave by you.
Every remarkable memory when taking photo of you.

The madness increase in body temperature having you.

Lou por. I love you.

2009年10月18日星期日

The Special 19.

The day which things begin. My day became more meaningful day by day. My sun on the sky seem more brighter, and even it rains, feeling like the cold wind flows in to my heart to make me feel comfort.

The day which emotional happens. The restaurant gave me a personal space. Having warm lights with a sense of darkness. A special feeling when I touched. It is warm, like tears of someone come down through her face. Like there was no spaces between both of us.

The day which I slow down my steps. The path seems to became longer then ever. For the first time I wish the way I walked never end. My hands required strength to hold.

The day which I always keep my eyes close. As if I don't need them anymore. I can feel the heart beats, I can feel the breath. I can feel the touches, and increasing temperature.

The day which I became to have 2 personality. Which separated miles away. Took care by someone who thinks the same way with me. I don't feel lonely anymore days go by.

The day which I am singing new song in my heart every night before I sleep, or get to sleep. I love the tempo; like the stars are singing for me too.

The day which I can't stop laughing. Smiling putted on my face the whole day. Acting crazy and madness. Guess same goes to the one who understand my heart. smile....

The day which I change my hair style the other day. My friends, for the first time, yeah, I cut my hair. Hope you all will like it, well.. I love it.

The day too.. which I get injures on my body. Marks every way. Seems like bleeding. It hurts .. it hurts a lot..

There will be lots and lots of 19th coming along my life. And I want as such 19 as I can. That is a promise. For all the touches my feel, all the comfort, all the warmness.. for the eternally, there will be a 19 ahead.

May i hold U Always next Xmas.