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When you love someone, please don't hurt them.
Loving someone, there is nothing we should cheating on.

If you love someone, will you cheat on him?

There is one kinda of person, once he start loving you,
He don't matters anything, he won't expect anything from return,
After all he has given.

The cold view from his eyes everyday,
But have you think of, how many things he did which you don't get to know,
He didn't ask for anything, not even wanted to let you know.

When you found the one you love, he will wish you congrats happily,
But his tears fall unintentionally...

He never think of interrupting, keep comforting himself,
The greatest love you might never ever notice.

When others talk bad about you, he won't even want to listen a single word,
And keep saying :" Is impossible.."

Because he trust in you,
More then anything in the world.

Maybe you don't get to realize his present,
Maybe he is just passing by every time,
And when you are going to notice it, he will try his best to hide it.

Every night, he won't even know what he is waiting,
It can take days, months or years,
And feel extremely happy, with the one he meet you.

Because he know what he should give,
But not what he should get...

He might get a chance with a good relationship,
But he gave it all up,
For him, your happiest it all he care of.

And you talk to him about your sad stuff, did you ever realize,
He never tell you about his,
He want to hear more about your sadness and secret,
Because he love you, he love all your sadness too...

There is not need for him to know about when you are happy,
Because is non of his business.

Love someone required a great bravery,
Maybe he should give up, rather to walk away,
But that's why.

Do you ever felt lonely, it is like killing you even it is a day or a night.
But he had been that lonely for a year, maybe two, or three..
The day he decided to love you, he knew, and accept it...

How he can stand it?
Only with a little, that little image of memories of you... Just little of it...

Is there anyone you knew did that,
Or is there anyone have the heart for you?

If you finally realize about it, don't misunderstand..
He doesn't want you to love him,
All he want is your happiest, to at least let him know that everything he do, worth it.

No matter who you are with, as long as you are happy,
Because the happiness from you is better than the sadness from both.

Because there are guys i knew,
What he feel, who he is waiting...
It is truth... so truth.

Before You Say : I Do..

Together with you.
I feel no mistake.

Holding you forever
I feel no regret.

When they say guys said the same thing
I may be different..
Because you trust me.

The day you say you are busy
I feel like helping.

Love is so remarkable from you
I have no doubt of that.

To be your man
I will do all of that.

Love to see you in white dress
Just like walking into the pass life.

Love to put jacket onto you
When we both are in the cold.

Taking up all the weight and load
Forget about what is tired.

Waking you up in the morning
That is what I will do after making your breakfast.

Washing all the clothes
Is the only thing I won't let you do.

To hug you to cure all you pressure
Cause I need you to cure mine the same time.

What will be the hardest thing to do for you
Is will be to leave you off to work.

When I am playing the black and white key
I hope I will play it all to you.

Decide the ranking of your food
I will be the first to grade.

Keep refreshing to keep your life fresh
Cause you are fresh to keep me refresh.

Hold your hand when outing
As you hold mine through our life.

Hold you face when you rest
To make sure you are real and with me always.

Love your heat, Love you smile
Love your tears when there is only me around.

Take a picture with the red rose
Make it the first , make it the most.

Kiss on your lips, Kiss at your head
Kisses on your face like all the stamper I made.

See the sunset with all the joy
Cause here you are with me to look at the sky.

Making your room clean
As making you bath as warm as it can.

Watching TV with my love
As walking into the love story to love you , my love.

Be your couple, Be your teddy bear
Be your husband and don't other people dare.

Calling you Baby, calling you honey
Calling you Bao Bao for the rest of my life.

If the little wish can really come true
There are million of yellow light I can run through for you.

Read again and look again.
Before you say :" I do"

If you agree and said
I will give it all to you

To my Baby, to my wife
To the last girl in my life.

Song to you Every night.

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here.

Wonder of balance~

I was driving home, the sky is kind of dark, turning left into a small road. There was a small stall beside, a husband and wife, selling sacks and food; there was no business, at least it is at 5 pm in the evening. But gods know, by just looking at their eyes, the smile , the happy topic they were chatting; makes no depression , no stress..

I got that kinda feeling, something more..

If there was a guy you see, walking at the street with no expression, holding a cigarette which burned till the end.. he is sad. At least i believe he is. The world is fair, no it is not. The world is not fair, the world is balance. The balance of limitation, the balance of soul, the balance keeper.

Balance of price. The price for everything.

It affects.

Humans need to work on for their happiness. Every little thing you say or do. Be creative, be surprising, be smart. Human are try their every effort. Having great time in the end, "happily ever after".The point of living, the center point of living, or maybe it is the point of living which everyone are try to get.

What about sadness, tons of thing happened around you which make you feel sad. Destroying the every last piece of your soul. Every little things you say or do. And never go away in a short period, it is killing you. Cigarette can heal a sad soul? At least someone believe it , and someone feel it.

Where is the point of balance the world trying to hold? Happiness is the thing you want.... And sadness, is the price. Happiness are in need of effort, sadness don't. Sadness is easy to get , but goes into you and stay for a very long time.

The one who can control happiness, you knew they had understand this theory. God give happiness to the one who are ready to lose. One day all of us have an end. That is the balance of limitation.

So as the world.

What have you been doing all this time? It is the thing you want to? Is it there yet?

The sky started to rain after i decide to continue driving.. Both husband and wife are rushing to keep all their thing and food into their van.. The day comes to an end.. I smiled, cause i am one of them who trust the world are balance, and i live in one of them.

See things in a balance way, and you will see the sky and the sea were actually half.

Willing

The day when its dark.
Never after you bring light to me.

The day when you cry.
Never after you meet me.

The day when I am down.
Never after you miss me.

The day never comes.
Never after I say you can trust me.

No matter how you feel.
Never after your heart is with me.

To you
I am willing.

For you
There is no more hiding.

I can stand the pain
Never after I say I need you beside me.

The ending of the road
Not after I found a turning which you brought to me.

I see you smile , touch and laughter
Once from the day I called you baby.

Holding you along
It makes me.

The emotional you and I have in our heart
It really means.

If I promise you again
As well as promise to myself

I will still tell all of them : I Love You
Even one day you say you hate me.

Whatever they said
I will prove to all of them by time.

I share all the emotion with you
Even if it is pain.

Remember everything we have said
When the time we both said : I rather be the one.. I will not let anything happen to you.

Because in my eyes
There is only you.

Give me all your tears
If it can makes you happy.

Give you all my love and promises
If it can make you touching.

Without you I just can't think
Because you mean everything to me.

Telling you everything
Hugging you until the second I can't even kiss.

They may think I am
They said that I am.

Even if I said something wrong to you
The things which I do makes you worried.

My heart are still the same
From the minutes I hold you face with deep breath.

Your faces are still red
Your smell are still the same.

I may not be enough
Rather be the best.

Maybe I am blur
Standing outside the fitting room holding your bag.

But my head are still imagining
When you are in the white dress.

Waking late at night
Making sure our dishes are ready and never turned bad.

Keep telling I want to take you as my wife
Still there are years away.

Giving everything I could
To make everything we want to our way.

To make you feel relax
Even the time I can't feel my heart is beeping.

I want to write everything down
When it is late and I can't hold up my head.

For all and all
For you the only baby.

I don't get to know what will be there tomorrow
Having love or even hate you to me.

What I said
What I means

The day I told you I will sitting in the park waiting for you even I am 80
And there is someone else holding you in your wedding.

I love you.

Baby.

I love you.

I am willing....

To the Nameless One..

Good to hear from you and thanks for all the comment. It is caring and is lovely.

Hope you will settle you stuff fast and get to view my blog again. Well, haha, I won't wanna lose a friend. Lol.

Me and my love one are doing fine and well. Thanks for the blessing. She is very nice to me, caring, good personality and understanding. No worries, my friend.

Well, even I feel kinda weird and empty without you view my blog for sometimes.. But still, I have to want you to take good care. As i always say, " relax". ha ha.

I still don't know who you are. And as last time, maybe I still think that I don't need to know who you actually are, " It is just someone I knew".

My friend, may God bless you in everything you do. Really really hope you will be fine and back as soon as possible. All the best to you too. Seecya.

The Perfect of the Inperfection

In the world we hope to have a great appearance. Some of them have it, some of them don't. And even some of us complain about our own appearance, or some of us are not confidence at all with it.

Nowadays, there are new movies telling that maybe in future, we can use robot to replace we ourselves, with perfect figure , perfect body, perfect look , perfect talent and perfect condition. Or maybe biological research find out that there is way to make human immortality so and so.

Talking about finding a hot guy or a sexy girl to fell in love with?

Yeah , that will be great.
But how long can beauty stay up to?

Human don't need that, we don't need that exactly. Most of us is not perfect. Take me for example, I am kinda skinny. Lol... I may want to have a strong muscular body. A girl may want to have a hot sexy body figure, at else I thought.

Not until I meet a special someone. She is pretty, sexy, nice body figure and a sweetest smile. One that I can't even believe that I am with her now. I was thinking like, How can she accept me as another part of her.

But once I am with her, she care about me, know about me and make me see many things clear.

You are actually kinda good looking.
You are very caring.
You are very good at comfort me and make me laugh.
You always make me feel sweet.
You are a good listener when I need you.
You take me seriously.

All the things she told me.....

I guess this is the best part, just because no one in the world can be perfect.

But for me and her, we both are perfect for each other, better than anyone else.
Holding her hand make me feel on the top of the world.
Being to miss her even minutes after leaving her house.
Feeling comfort hugging her heart while sleep.

That's the only way I guess human can be perfect.

Its funny. The main word I name in blogs can't be use by human but created by human themselves.

Actually it can. We human just need to change its form.




In my heart, you are perfect darling..
Loving you, makes me perfect..