The one midnight , i woke up , taking a walk downstairs. Living in the hostel at nilai , Pajam. Enjoying walk alone under the moonlight, feeling free and relax, everyone is resting, quite..... i love the mood.
Walking down to the garden, side seeing , realizing the flower , sepilok borneo, is so beautiful and attractive. I decided to walk to the center of the garden , laying down on the grass. Opened up my eyes slowly... I saw stars .. Bright enough to lighten up my face. It is stunning, and i never seen so much of them before.. I saw scorpio too.
There are light in the study room that available for 24seven at the 2nd floor. Few of my classmate were doing their revision for the resit paper tomorrow. They saw me of couse , a weird little guy laying down on the garden ; they smile ..
They walked down the staircase , walked near me , laying down too , just like i did, head to head. 7 boys , looking for their own horoscope in the sky. The night was so silent even we can hear the butterfly wind bit. We never chat , never make a single noise. It seems like they all forgotten about the exam tomorrow, putting the natural smilely on their face.
After bout 15 minutes... it seems like the time stop running.. butterfly stop bitting.. the cloud stop moving... We took a deep breath.. Here comes the wind ...
A great wind blowing through the whole Pajam area. All of us closed our eyes, enjoying the most relaxing time in our life... It is incredible... it seems like all of our depress , our happiness , tension , pressure, ideas and even soul had been bring away by the strong wind..
At that moment , we guys realize what if the real "Peace" .. the few second. We really found peace; at peace....
I really wished to bring along my lover , my friends , the one that is most important for me , to show them , what actually is peace... The harmony ... the most relaxing moment it should be.
Back to the hostel , starting to refresh about stuff and things happen before in life. When is the last time laying in the garden at night ..When is the last time you open your eyes, look up high watching the stars .. When is the last time looking deeply to the flowers in the garden .. When is the last time you hear butterfly wind bit.. When you having the most relaxing time in life... When will you get peace...
I realize whatever bu-shit stuff thats happened to me at my pass , or future.. I dont care no more. All i needed... is only few second of it... much better then anything else.
When will you . . . . . . . . . .
2009年5月29日星期五
2009年5月24日星期日
The Emotional Release at Star Hill
Had a call todaY from my brother, bring me to star hill hanging out with my parents. I called my buddy Tommy to tag along. 
The DEWAR'S 12 ... classed...
Little start light~~ a road which holds my heart..
We walked around Pavillion to StarHill. Went shopping , looking at different design of shop and restaurant, my parents like that. erm erm..
The DEWAR'S 12 ... classed... Little start light~~ a road which holds my heart..
relax....
The great music hall ... the singer sang great ..
The Twicgeling Bar... look closely , the bottle wall ~~ cool ha
The Heienken Fury~~
In front of Jogoya... Emo also need to eat rite
Bro :" Hey! Stop poser ! we are late dumass! "
me :"#@$%^$%...."
As my parents enter Jogoyo, they told me all the wood made stuff in the restaurant is TEAK WOOD. It is the most expensive wood in the world. It can stand as long as 100 years without any damage and its waterproof.. the value as same as gold.. Wthell. it is stunning, just like the all thw wood i stand infront of, think i will take stupid poser photo like this har? It is all Teak Wood , 1 piece of it cost around 3 to 4 hundred. swt.........................
The best KING CRAB... sorry dude. You were my main course...
The Best Design of Themed Coffice house. Melaka style~~
The BUFORI ... It is a brand new car. oh god~ no time for emo, CAMERA!
Alrite, dats all , guess today was a relaxing and happy one. Enjoying the meal , the mall , the design , the atmosphere, the people , the car , and the mood. ^^'' The best part was... my mother when to LV shop to look at the hand-bags, try it of course...
mum :" This bag design is not nice , it is common and it get dirty easily. "
GUESS WAT... it is a LV white hand-bag cost RM6530.. -______- """" i never know my mum is so rich.....
With a stomach full of crab , unagi , cheese , food and coconut , "Hey khin, let go get the fruit with chocolate! last call ! haha! " Tommy eat non-stop XD , it is time to go home. Pack up all the stuff , i need to go back to hostel at nilai again, worst thing it is a monday. oh well...
Wonder if one day i can bring my other half to places like this.. enjoying the happiness and relaxing mood.. ^^ looking forward to it.
- END -
2009年5月22日星期五
What will you do at the next turning.
As i am a lonely kinda of person, honestly i dont have many friends. Some of them may think that i am a positive guy, and others , a guys who likes to Emo ; think too much maybe. From the last time i can recall, i am living in sadness, and maybe too much of it make me able to face or handle things much better.
People call me crazy, hanging-out all alone in the mall the whole day watching 3 movie in cinema straight. Having my breakfast , lunch and dinner, Going home~~.
" I dont understand what he is thinking."
" Who care , he is full of shit.." well.. of cause you dont..
Right. I am a 100% Emo guy.
Not until i have a few friends in my life, currently.. With them , I realize things can be better, learning how to be happy , to smile. To hold up to the happiness and easy life, I do take up the friendship seriously, treating everyone nicely without thinking of myself. Cause what i need is just be with them, it is all i needed.
Yet when time goes on.. I realize I cant really hold up to something forever. Selfishness is not allowed. Each of them have their own life, dreams to aim big. As a good friend, I did actually support them. Me, i will support whatever they do is right.. as long as i live.
So finally, i am coming back to the original point again. I am all alone.
I used to smoke, Marborllo is my favorite. I was in the street, walking with no reason and out of sudden , a old man appear in front of me asking me for a cigarette.
" You look so down youngone. "
"yeah.. Life is full of sadness and loneliness yet i am here to stand most of it... sometimes i wonder if i am able to delete some of the memories of my."
"Well , you wounldnt want to, even if you can."
"yeah.. 1 more ciragette?"
"Sure. I guess you really are dat lonely youngone, we do really chat even i am a old strainer and asking people for ciragette."
"we have no differents do we? we are both walking in the street for no reason. Wonder how you are able to stand the loneliness for so long? "
" Hahaha, you never watch movie? there is a say [ AFTER TODAY THERE IS TOMORROW] . All you need to do , is relax. Treat yourself better , just relax. ha ha ha.."
relax?.... relax...
Relax, just relax.. I have been telling myself, telling my friends , telling anyone or everyone who has or facing problems. It is useful , relax, tomorrow is coming.
I wish everything is going to be fine. One day i start wishing to see what willl i become in the future 6 years. As now , i am doing automotive engineering, thought that everything is going to be fun.... But out of sudden.. disappointed stuff happened... sadness never actually leave me. That night , i am in hostel feeling as cold as ever.
And now , i start to blur myself without asking why am i Emo, why am i sad , why my heart is feeling weird , feeling pain. Tried to relax, but my heart is like.. filled with Cola. I promised my friends not to smoke and drink again. I am putting hope on them , hoping they are good and worth . But things happen to pain me, show that i actually dont know them, and need to re-understand them all over again; they are not what i expect all these time.
Yet.. maybe some of them will say that i am an idiot, i am still supporting them to do what it is right, as long as they are happy. And for me, will carry on like this alone... i dont mind, when i miss someone, all i do is smile..
So , an artical is being post in my automotive college, being like this....
( If you are in a car race. The split time between you and your opponent is just 1.3 seconds. Your car advantage is its top speed. But every time once you reach 120 km/h there is a 80 degree turning forcing you to break. And everytime you thought you are going to catch up, end up the split time get more after each turning.
And you are the driver , in life as in the race.. Things happened to be disappointed in a sudden after you gave hope. What will you do at the next turning? ...................................................................................................................................................................
.................................................................................................
From : ONG KAR KHIN. )
People call me crazy, hanging-out all alone in the mall the whole day watching 3 movie in cinema straight. Having my breakfast , lunch and dinner, Going home~~.
" I dont understand what he is thinking."
" Who care , he is full of shit.." well.. of cause you dont..
Right. I am a 100% Emo guy.
Not until i have a few friends in my life, currently.. With them , I realize things can be better, learning how to be happy , to smile. To hold up to the happiness and easy life, I do take up the friendship seriously, treating everyone nicely without thinking of myself. Cause what i need is just be with them, it is all i needed.
Yet when time goes on.. I realize I cant really hold up to something forever. Selfishness is not allowed. Each of them have their own life, dreams to aim big. As a good friend, I did actually support them. Me, i will support whatever they do is right.. as long as i live.
So finally, i am coming back to the original point again. I am all alone.
I used to smoke, Marborllo is my favorite. I was in the street, walking with no reason and out of sudden , a old man appear in front of me asking me for a cigarette.
" You look so down youngone. "
"yeah.. Life is full of sadness and loneliness yet i am here to stand most of it... sometimes i wonder if i am able to delete some of the memories of my."
"Well , you wounldnt want to, even if you can."
"yeah.. 1 more ciragette?"
"Sure. I guess you really are dat lonely youngone, we do really chat even i am a old strainer and asking people for ciragette."
"we have no differents do we? we are both walking in the street for no reason. Wonder how you are able to stand the loneliness for so long? "
" Hahaha, you never watch movie? there is a say [ AFTER TODAY THERE IS TOMORROW] . All you need to do , is relax. Treat yourself better , just relax. ha ha ha.."
relax?.... relax...
Relax, just relax.. I have been telling myself, telling my friends , telling anyone or everyone who has or facing problems. It is useful , relax, tomorrow is coming.
I wish everything is going to be fine. One day i start wishing to see what willl i become in the future 6 years. As now , i am doing automotive engineering, thought that everything is going to be fun.... But out of sudden.. disappointed stuff happened... sadness never actually leave me. That night , i am in hostel feeling as cold as ever.
And now , i start to blur myself without asking why am i Emo, why am i sad , why my heart is feeling weird , feeling pain. Tried to relax, but my heart is like.. filled with Cola. I promised my friends not to smoke and drink again. I am putting hope on them , hoping they are good and worth . But things happen to pain me, show that i actually dont know them, and need to re-understand them all over again; they are not what i expect all these time.
Yet.. maybe some of them will say that i am an idiot, i am still supporting them to do what it is right, as long as they are happy. And for me, will carry on like this alone... i dont mind, when i miss someone, all i do is smile..
So , an artical is being post in my automotive college, being like this....
( If you are in a car race. The split time between you and your opponent is just 1.3 seconds. Your car advantage is its top speed. But every time once you reach 120 km/h there is a 80 degree turning forcing you to break. And everytime you thought you are going to catch up, end up the split time get more after each turning.
And you are the driver , in life as in the race.. Things happened to be disappointed in a sudden after you gave hope. What will you do at the next turning? ...................................................................................................................................................................
.................................................................................................
From : ONG KAR KHIN. )
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