The reason, Why..

To all girls, if you have a boy friend.
If you wish to know why. This is why.

Girls wonder, why a guy need to learn how to be strong. Or to stand and hold on.
They know. They may look strong,but in their heart deep, it is weak..weaker than you think.
They hope the one they love will think their are the best always.

If you wonder, why a guy will not cry easily, or try as hard as possible to hold their tears.
Not because they don't cry. They know,once their tears reached the floor.The relationship is over.
They are trying the best to dry it off when it is on their face.

If girls wonder, why a guy need to smoke when he is in pressure..
Because guys know, from the cigarette they took, they are able to recall some of the happy memory with the one they love, to at least have something for their heart to balance. At least a little will do..

Girls questioning why guy will still call and chat with them even after breaking up.
He didn't wanted to be friend with you. He, just trying his best, to recover, one relationship which once belong to him..

If you wonder, why guys will call you to calm down even you got bullied. Or turning mad after you told them.
Because they know, who cares if they lose every fight, lying on the floor. They will feel happy, rather than watching you cry. To call you calm , to prevent you from getting hurt.

Girls wonder, why do guys always get drunk after break up.
They know if they don't get drunk tonight, then tonight, they will only able to walk alone along the memory with you in it.

If girls asked, why guys will pay everything for a girl when outing until they are broke.
Guys are not that rich. They will rather use less or miss their lunch, or even just one burger at night, they won't want other to look down on the one they love the most.

If girls don't understand why guys wanna be mad to them even they know they will get "Hammer"...
They being mad of you not because they don't love you. But to hope that you won't get cheat again in the future. They will sacrifice their heart, for your safety in the time comes.

Girls questioning why guys are being worried when girls talk about their EX..
Not to say they don't trust you. As simple as that, they are afraid, one day, he will become the one you are talking about.. If the girl leave the guy, he will have nothing, actually you knew, he don't even have friends.

Girls wonder, why a guy will still listen to your explanation calmly after you wrote about someone else in your dairy.
Not because he is not angry, but he hope that from what you tell him, he is able to know, who is more important to you. For him , you are..

If you wonder, why a guy will keep saying " I love You", and stopped one day..
He is not boring about these 3 words, and not whatever you think he is.
Because he know, for you, a million " I love You" is just not enough.

And if girls don't understand why a guy like me will come here and write a bu-shit blog.
He is hoping one day, you will get to see this blog. And know what is in his heart,. Because if you don't, the post will be over... soon...
Girls call guys and cry.. Guys can only cry alone after putting down the phone..

Happiness; to a guy is not a easy thing. Nor a fixed standard can tell, or what they are thinking..
A guy who love you, will only smile in front of you, not matter when and where, even before his heart is going to stop working...
Girls get to tell guys about everything, and guys can't even get to tell a thing.

If any girl is mad at me now after reading this blog, I am still smiling.
If you get to understand, I thank you.
That's the reason why guy will put a "Like" on every touching video they saw in Facebook.
That's the reason why he will hug you every time they see you.
That's also the truth to a guy.. who is hold on every second. Because for him, who are going to take care of you, if anything happen to he himself..

May ALL THE GIRL WHO READ, if you are now thinking of him. Give him a call, or at least a text, to let them know, you still love him... At least as a return to the one love you most.. A small small return. Because I can bet any of the guys read your text, he will stop his tears...

And smile.

Saying that.


I love you. My love..

" He"

When you love someone, please don't hurt them.
Loving someone, there is nothing we should cheating on.

If you love someone, will you cheat on him?

There is one kinda of person, once he start loving you,
He don't matters anything, he won't expect anything from return,
After all he has given.

The cold view from his eyes everyday,
But have you think of, how many things he did which you don't get to know,
He didn't ask for anything, not even wanted to let you know.

When you found the one you love, he will wish you congrats happily,
But his tears fall unintentionally...

He never think of interrupting, keep comforting himself,
The greatest love you might never ever notice.

When others talk bad about you, he won't even want to listen a single word,
And keep saying :" Is impossible.."

Because he trust in you,
More then anything in the world.

Maybe you don't get to realize his present,
Maybe he is just passing by every time,
And when you are going to notice it, he will try his best to hide it.

Every night, he won't even know what he is waiting,
It can take days, months or years,
And feel extremely happy, with the one he meet you.

Because he know what he should give,
But not what he should get...

He might get a chance with a good relationship,
But he gave it all up,
For him, your happiest it all he care of.

And you talk to him about your sad stuff, did you ever realize,
He never tell you about his,
He want to hear more about your sadness and secret,
Because he love you, he love all your sadness too...

There is not need for him to know about when you are happy,
Because is non of his business.

Love someone required a great bravery,
Maybe he should give up, rather to walk away,
But that's why.

Do you ever felt lonely, it is like killing you even it is a day or a night.
But he had been that lonely for a year, maybe two, or three..
The day he decided to love you, he knew, and accept it...

How he can stand it?
Only with a little, that little image of memories of you... Just little of it...

Is there anyone you knew did that,
Or is there anyone have the heart for you?

If you finally realize about it, don't misunderstand..
He doesn't want you to love him,
All he want is your happiest, to at least let him know that everything he do, worth it.

No matter who you are with, as long as you are happy,
Because the happiness from you is better than the sadness from both.

Because there are guys i knew,
What he feel, who he is waiting...
It is truth... so truth.